Welp... Here we are again. Summer vacation and I finally have time to write again. So here I go again with my whole "I hope I can keep writing through the school year!" speech and everyone welcoming me with open arms into their games just to have me disappear for another few months. It's strange how I think I can't do this and my schooling at the same time, but in reality I could, I just get so overwhelmed at times that I don't know what to do with myself. I love this site and I love how warming my welcome is and how I have started to build relationships with some of the people on this site. I love how when I moderate games, people ACTUALLY come to the games and I'm not like some newbie that no one knows anymore.
Which is why I always feel guilty when I abandon the site during the 16 weeks of the semester. For instance, Welcome to Hogwarts was going real strong until school started. Then I had to shut it down because I was too involved in the plots for it to continue without me. Last winter I said I was going to try to write throughout the year (which obviously didn't happen) and I left a few games high and dry as well as some of my fellow moderators who were helping me with concepts for new games. You would think that I would have learned my lesson from WtH about moderating, but apparently not.
Anyways, this was not a post to say that I have came back, but a post to let you all know how I feel about me leaving during the semesters and to let you all know that I am alive. I have seen some new faces on this community platform and I want to welcome you all to the site; hopefully we can meet in a game and I can see what you are all made of.
I am planning on modding a game (hopefully) that will have to do with something... I'm really torn between a fantasy game, a game about pirates, or a game about samurai... Yeah.. I've got some thinking to do now.
P.S. sorry for just vomitting up feelings and ranting in this post. I just wanted everyone to know that I don't dislike the site.