Despair

Ostiarium- Lowood

Hunter - The trip to Sentinel Island has shaken you to the core. It is hard for you to come to terms to what has happened. Arcadia was supposed to be a place to run away from everything and its quickly becoming a place where you are about to find yourself. You are excused from your hunting duties until you recover with full pay.

You see your performance in the island and especially against the red cap dust devil as a massive failure. You were defeated as fast as you have ever been since becoming an assassin. You were also sloppy getting injured in that trap. On top of that you were forced to rely on others for help and kindness. A vulnerability that you believe had long been beaten out of you.

Seeing you apathic and in a state of near despair as you question yourself more and more, the twins suggest you visit the Shrine of Kupen and listen to the sermons or even seek guidance with the Friar. They don't understand how you can be a non-believer and think you should seek a higher power to bring meaning to your life.

Faith they tell you, is the bird that feels the light when the dawn is still dark.