Meditation..

Quint had the geezer music playing on the ship as she sat meditating.

She recited:
“There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
There is no chaos, there is harmony.
There is no death, there is the Force.”

She started to think. Her thoughts raced with thoughts about Serenity, Mar, and Rowan and how she would have dealt with things. She thought about the droids moving on the ship, the spider in the upper corner of the second cargo hold, and...

“If people just did thing the way you wanted, it would be fine,” she heard in a younger version of her voice. That was the pull of the Darkside and it was there in her. This was about her, not anyone else. Just her and the force.

She pushed aside the other voices Including her own. After some time she thought should have told Mars what she was going to do. This was the biggest thing she had tried and it worked. She was capable.